


Everything I'm Not

by Alex aka Numbuh 145362



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-08-13
Updated: 2010-08-13
Packaged: 2014-04-08 06:22:36
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 555
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6235564/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1878685/Alex-aka-Numbuh-145362
Summary: I was losing myself to be somebody else. Seddie/Creddie





	Everything I'm Not

**Title: **Everything I'm Not

**Author: **Alex aka Numbuh 145362

**Author's Notes: **HEY! This is my first iCarly fanfic… I have watched all of the episodes because of my brother… his name is Spencer! Anyway, I wanted to try and write something for it… I hope you all like it!

**Dedication: **To the people who are reading this!

**Summary: **I was losing myself to be somebody else. Seddie/Creddie

**Disclaimer: **I unfortunately do not own iCarly…

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I was losing myself to somebody else__  
__But now I see__  
__I don't wanna pretend__  
__So this is the end of you and me__  
__Cause the girl that you want__  
__She was tearing us apart__  
__Cause she's everything__  
__Everything I'm not__  
_Everything I'm Not by The Veronicas

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"_I had a nice night."_

"_Me too."_

"_Thanks for taking me."_

"_You're welcome."_

"_Well, goodnight."_

"'_Night."_

Replaying her last conversation she had with her suitor, the girl could not help but notice the disinterest in his voice.

_Did I do something wrong? I was polite and thanked him. What did I do? Did I not say the right thing?_

Of course she did.

She was _perfect_.

That's what he told her.

And what to wear.

And what to say.

And how to act.

When they had first started dating, he told her she was _a.m.a.z.i.n.g._

BUT, she might want to be a [little] less c:r:a:z:y. It e/m/b/a/r/r/a/s/s/e/d/ him.

And maybe, just maybe, she should at a little more like **her**.

Of course, she took to his suggestions.

He was her _savior_ from _**hell**_.

The next day, at school, she walked the hallways. No one ran for cover. No one shoved Gibby forward as a sacrifice. It was quiet… and peaceful. **Too **p\e\a\c\e\f\u\l\.

At least, it was until she saw him with **her**.

She stopped.

Daring herself to b^r^e^a^t^h^e.

The hallway grew silenter, if that was even possible.

They watched and wondered what she would do to **her**.

T.h.r.o.w. **her**?

*T*o*s*s* **her**?

H%u%r%t **her**?

K?i?l?l? **her**?

Or _E_ none of the above.

Of course, the new her chose {E}.

She strode up behind him and **her**.

"_I need to talk to you."_

He shrugged and followed the girl, but casted a glance back at **her**.

After entering an empty classroom and finding a seat, she started.

"_I'm not her."_

"_I never said you were."_

"_But you want me to be her."_

"_Why do you think that?"_

"_Because you do."_

"…"

"…"

"_So… what now?"_

"_I think I'm going back to what I was before, and you can go pining after Carly again nub."_

"_Okay, I'm sorry this didn't work out Sam."_

"_It's okay, I hope you find someone else to change Fredweird."_

She left the room, trying to find herself again, without **him**.

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This was really OOC. It was drabblish, yet storyish… Draryish! Or Stobblish! :P Anyway, I really like Seddie, but you know, it didn't really fit the song… Darn it! Oh well!

I'm addicted to Cola and Reviews!

In God We Trust,

Alex


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